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A Wallflower
written on Thursday, 25 October 2012 @ 03:48 ✈
Today's Thursday. (Well, Obviously.) It's our last day before the Semester Break. so, we all have a week to have a break on school. It's also our Final exam for this day. (Which i don't feel satisfied on answering because my Filipino teacher told me that all of the students on our section are cheating; which me and my friends are NOT.) And the half day are just, chilling around.
I also brought my Ukulele, Bella. Which now have a new case made by a Denim (Picture below because i wanted to show y'all)
I had a chance to play Payphone, The Show and I'm Yours to my classmates. That wonderful feeling you got because you finally show what you really love to them.
Anyway, That's not the point of this post. hahaha!
So, ugh.. Our 'Rest time' we call on our school and the boys was playing Guitar. I was just staring at them. Not speaking or moving, Just only my eyes are moving on all of them. That's when i saw everyone's personality.
As you see, Wallflower's meaning was:
Wallflower - A person, usually in high school, who sees everything and knows everything that's going on but doesn't say a word. They aren't loners, they are shy and don't choose to be in the mix of things. A person nobody pays attention to, and fades into the background, but are really genuine and interesting people if you take the time to get to know them.
I'm not a Wallflower or whatever. (well sorta) I only have someone's attention when they need something. (My bestfriends, Obviously, sometimes hate me. They leave me behind sometimes which i couldn't understand) i don't want to mix-up with another kind of groups inside the classroom. I don't wanna be judged. but, as hard as i try. i know my image was already broken. (The main reason why i want my High School days to be over)
On what i saw on my own eyes; There are people who are a perfectionist - They'll make an effort just to have a higher marks, doesn't want their own image to be destroyed or having their own life inside the classroom with other person which is same or can get along with their personality.
And there are the ones which is so .. Loud.
They're the one who's gonna scream with no reasons so that someone will caught their attention or they can show how hyper they are, How they live their life to it's fullest. This kind of person was not supposed to be someone you hate, They could be annoying at times but obviously, they are fun to be with.
Hopeless Romantics.
They will just sit there quietly, but will get hyper when it comes to their crushes and love ones. i don't really get the point of this.. i just..
Weird 'O's
I believe i belong in here. I open up a topic real fast, Weirdo's are like, open-minded persons. Sometimes it gets a lot worst, but they are keeping it in place. They'll get chills in their spine without no reasons, Laugh without no reason.. They're just having fun.
Players.
Players - A playboy? Yes, Maybe. It's a two-sided kind of player. The one who play video games and the one who play with a girl's heart. That's my Classmates. Almost all of them, i think? They don't take Teenage life seriously, they prefer listening to Wiz Khalifa's song (Or some Local artist rappers which i don't like in a certain reason) They're living Young and Wild and Free. like- duh?
Quiets.
Yep, A one who will just walk around, Witnessing what are you doing and just smiling when you're talking with them. (these are the kinds of wallflowers, but not for them) They are like- Pervs. Get it? Pervs. The Quiet one is the Pervy one. (ON OUR SCHOOL.)
I don't really have alots of Classmates, My School wasn't exclusive as you thought i would be. (It would be if we didn't move here on Muntinlupa, I would be Studying on St. Mary's Academy probably.) But, since we're having a financial problem.. i entered this school, and i learned lots of things here.
you can have an Enemy, a Bestfriend, a Lover, a Friend and a Strangers to know. but you'll never have that one person that can understand on who you are the most.
You can also experience those "Plastics, Backstabber or Hater" they are saying. But here's a tip of advice - You don't have to take them all seriously. They can be like that for just years, not forever. So if you have a hater, be proud. Why? You have someone that will make you strong for the whole years.
So, Just Enjoy.
- Nhika x
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A Wallflower
written on Thursday, 25 October 2012 @ 03:48 ✈
Today's Thursday. (Well, Obviously.) It's our last day before the Semester Break. so, we all have a week to have a break on school. It's also our Final exam for this day. (Which i don't feel satisfied on answering because my Filipino teacher told me that all of the students on our section are cheating; which me and my friends are NOT.) And the half day are just, chilling around.
I also brought my Ukulele, Bella. Which now have a new case made by a Denim (Picture below because i wanted to show y'all)
I had a chance to play Payphone, The Show and I'm Yours to my classmates. That wonderful feeling you got because you finally show what you really love to them.
Anyway, That's not the point of this post. hahaha!
So, ugh.. Our 'Rest time' we call on our school and the boys was playing Guitar. I was just staring at them. Not speaking or moving, Just only my eyes are moving on all of them. That's when i saw everyone's personality.
As you see, Wallflower's meaning was:
Wallflower - A person, usually in high school, who sees everything and knows everything that's going on but doesn't say a word. They aren't loners, they are shy and don't choose to be in the mix of things. A person nobody pays attention to, and fades into the background, but are really genuine and interesting people if you take the time to get to know them.
I'm not a Wallflower or whatever. (well sorta) I only have someone's attention when they need something. (My bestfriends, Obviously, sometimes hate me. They leave me behind sometimes which i couldn't understand) i don't want to mix-up with another kind of groups inside the classroom. I don't wanna be judged. but, as hard as i try. i know my image was already broken. (The main reason why i want my High School days to be over)
On what i saw on my own eyes; There are people who are a perfectionist - They'll make an effort just to have a higher marks, doesn't want their own image to be destroyed or having their own life inside the classroom with other person which is same or can get along with their personality.
And there are the ones which is so .. Loud.
They're the one who's gonna scream with no reasons so that someone will caught their attention or they can show how hyper they are, How they live their life to it's fullest. This kind of person was not supposed to be someone you hate, They could be annoying at times but obviously, they are fun to be with.
Hopeless Romantics.
They will just sit there quietly, but will get hyper when it comes to their crushes and love ones. i don't really get the point of this.. i just..
Weird 'O's
I believe i belong in here. I open up a topic real fast, Weirdo's are like, open-minded persons. Sometimes it gets a lot worst, but they are keeping it in place. They'll get chills in their spine without no reasons, Laugh without no reason.. They're just having fun.
Players.
Players - A playboy? Yes, Maybe. It's a two-sided kind of player. The one who play video games and the one who play with a girl's heart. That's my Classmates. Almost all of them, i think? They don't take Teenage life seriously, they prefer listening to Wiz Khalifa's song (Or some Local artist rappers which i don't like in a certain reason) They're living Young and Wild and Free. like- duh?
Quiets.
Yep, A one who will just walk around, Witnessing what are you doing and just smiling when you're talking with them. (these are the kinds of wallflowers, but not for them) They are like- Pervs. Get it? Pervs. The Quiet one is the Pervy one. (ON OUR SCHOOL.)
I don't really have alots of Classmates, My School wasn't exclusive as you thought i would be. (It would be if we didn't move here on Muntinlupa, I would be Studying on St. Mary's Academy probably.) But, since we're having a financial problem.. i entered this school, and i learned lots of things here.
you can have an Enemy, a Bestfriend, a Lover, a Friend and a Strangers to know. but you'll never have that one person that can understand on who you are the most.
You can also experience those "Plastics, Backstabber or Hater" they are saying. But here's a tip of advice - You don't have to take them all seriously. They can be like that for just years, not forever. So if you have a hater, be proud. Why? You have someone that will make you strong for the whole years.
So, Just Enjoy.
- Nhika x
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“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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