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I'm that awkward girl who wants to stay home and read books or watch chick flick movies. Loves Strawberries and a Frustrated Writer. I like to cold weathers, I'm a God-fearing girl. Dreamer, Introvert and Optimistic. Loves to listen at The Cab and Sleeping with Sirens.
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My Life?
written on Wednesday 2 January 2013 @ 08:30 ✈
If you're pretty curious on how my life runs, you wouldn't wanna know. i have a pretty sad life actually. I do receive a lot of blessings from God, but i don't know which one do i needed the most.I keep on asking myself, Do i deserve the life i have right now? or Do i really have to experience this? i know it's a part of God's challenge. i would definitely will find a way to solve this, though, i believe i can. What kind of life do i have? It's pretty tough actually.. i always get mood swings that i would accidentally be mad with my mom, or not to talk with my friends, ignore something that is there for me, or letting go the chances.
and in love? I'm a total loser there. I don't have that someone who greets me Good Morning first i opened my eyes. No one loves my smile (because i have the imperfect smile ever) no one will greet me goodnight. No one will effort for me, no one will want to be weird with me, no one will kiss me on my forehead, no one will ask what my favorites are. No one, i'm just by myself, Imagining a fantasy with my Crushes. who doesn't even know how i truly love them, actually, i'm really tired on having a famous crushes, it always leads you to disappointments or higher expectations. No matter how much you want to be noticed by them, it won't work.
Dreams? It's the only thing i have actually. I wanted to be that person who travels the whole world, i want to make my own bakery, i wanted to have a house on Australia, i wanted to go to Hollywood I want to travel my parents to Hongkong, i wanted to be the one that inspire others.
Well, maybe. Someday i will find all the answers that i have been asking every night. i will accomplish all the achievements i do. With a little faith and trust of God through every routine, Everything is possible.
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My Life?
written on Wednesday 2 January 2013 @ 08:30 ✈
If you're pretty curious on how my life runs, you wouldn't wanna know. i have a pretty sad life actually. I do receive a lot of blessings from God, but i don't know which one do i needed the most.I keep on asking myself, Do i deserve the life i have right now? or Do i really have to experience this? i know it's a part of God's challenge. i would definitely will find a way to solve this, though, i believe i can. What kind of life do i have? It's pretty tough actually.. i always get mood swings that i would accidentally be mad with my mom, or not to talk with my friends, ignore something that is there for me, or letting go the chances.
and in love? I'm a total loser there. I don't have that someone who greets me Good Morning first i opened my eyes. No one loves my smile (because i have the imperfect smile ever) no one will greet me goodnight. No one will effort for me, no one will want to be weird with me, no one will kiss me on my forehead, no one will ask what my favorites are. No one, i'm just by myself, Imagining a fantasy with my Crushes. who doesn't even know how i truly love them, actually, i'm really tired on having a famous crushes, it always leads you to disappointments or higher expectations. No matter how much you want to be noticed by them, it won't work.
Dreams? It's the only thing i have actually. I wanted to be that person who travels the whole world, i want to make my own bakery, i wanted to have a house on Australia, i wanted to go to Hollywood I want to travel my parents to Hongkong, i wanted to be the one that inspire others.
Well, maybe. Someday i will find all the answers that i have been asking every night. i will accomplish all the achievements i do. With a little faith and trust of God through every routine, Everything is possible.
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“To put away aimlessness and weakness, and to begin to think with purpose, is to enter the ranks of those strong ones who only recognize failure as one of the pathways to attainment; who make all conditions serve them, and who think strongly, attempt fearlessly, and accomplish masterfully.”
- James Allen Quotes
Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me,
what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered
because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that
I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone
who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts
or at least we are getting there.
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