Okay here it goes! New year!! 

Pacita Astrodome is 30 minutes away from my home. (omglob it rhymes!) We went there on exactly 1:30 in the afternoon and we spend our 30 minutes left wandering around Pacita Complex. I finally saw a branch of Pandayan bookshop though! We even went to Robinsons just to see if there's a free taste so our tummy won't be disturbing before we go inside of the venue. (because the foods inside of this occasion is a little pricey... if you know what i mean?) 

The Gig is so fun to watch. I've heard a lot of different bands with different genre to sing. But there's one bad who caught my attention, i forgot the name, but the vocalist is so pretty with her curly brown hair with a silver headband. She worethose trending short shorts with studs. Her voice is soooo gah! I can't even explain it in here! The way she sang 'Roar' is breathtaking! 

But actually, Were waiting for the Special Guest. It's Francis Magundayao. He's a talent of Star Magic and he played various roles already. I guess you'll remember him playing as Aryana's third partner in the TV Show. He danced the Ifugao-kind-of-dance. It's not really their traditional dance because Francis danced with a bit of hip hop in it. 

After his performance, we watched one more dance number and already went home since it's getting dark na.

Even though we didn't finish the whole Program, I really had fun! At first, I'm very Hesitant to give my entrance ticket because i didn't feel like going (common introvert probs) But then i ended up sitting in a block chairs. 

I think this Gig is a Charity related Gig, There are a lot of people who bought the tickets so, Thank God! Oh, And this Gig was made by a church! a God-loving kind of people are really helpful and i'm so thankful for that. 

So, this is the end of the first post of 2014! Ciao! xx

i just wanted to sleep and never wake up.

I wasn't supposed to eat at Starbucks last Tuesday. I'm saving up money to buy my needs (i do have a lot to buy with my own money) but since i'm emotionally tired that day i decided to eat my comfort food, Yes. It's obviously Cheesecake and a Mocha Coffee. XD After eating that i just thought of my first quizzes for the first semester and i feel like crying. It's not that good :O idk what's happening to me, i wasn't this distracted then. It's maybe because of the distance between school and home that i don't have much time to study. I'll be home at 1pm, arriving back home at 2:30pm. Doing some laundry (i only have 2 pairs of Uniforms) which will take me one hour, Doing homeworks which TAKES ME ALOT OF TIME. because some of it isn't even on google or my book. Then i have to sleep between 8-10pm because i'll be waking up at 4. See? It's so complicateeeeeed. I'll study then after those tiring walks i'll suddenly forgot all of it. WHY? Do i need to take cheesecakes eveytime so i'll be motivated?

I won't be qualified to UST if i keep on doing this XD (why am i even saying this? Yes, you do want to transfer but... SAYANG YUNG 1st SEM MO.)

Let's all cry, for me being so distracted.

It seems like everything's turning to black again. It's not that i am doing drugs or such things xD What i mean is, Depression. It's taking over again, as you see on my other blog post. I've been blogging about my emotional feels and it's not in a good condition right now. I would definitely breakdown in any moment. I don't even understand what do i really want or what i really want to do. I just want to have a happy life, friends who loves being you around, showing your real self, loving parents, peaceful environment. But too bad,  i don't have either one of that. Let's start with friends, i think i'm just there with them but they will never get me. I'll be with them, laugh with them but when i'm not around they won't search for me. In short, I'm not an important person for my friends. That hurts, y'know? Second, Showing my real self. I'm a fangirl type of girl, i do get chills down my spine easily. I would spaz in front of everybody. Because that's me. That's who i really am. But i think i'm starting to annoy them and as i said before, i don't want to them to look at me different. I don't want to make me feel worthless. Loving Parents? My mom and dad are separated and i'm still in progress to get over that. I just want a complete family, To have a dad who would treat me as a princess and to have a mom who would treat me like a diamond. BUT NO. I just... cant. :( Then lastly, About the peaceful environment. Of course, i do want those people around me two be comfortable with me. But it seems like we all have gaps, it's like we won't click whatever we do. You're trying to be nice but when you turn around, mean things are stabbing behind you. You don't want that right? That's what I've been feeling.

I'm so sorry blog, for another dramatic post. I just ... can't say it to other people. I feel so alone, i don't have someone to talk with it but you.

Hello, Blog! We meet again. I shouldn't be writing a blog post right now because these past few days there's no specific 'fun' event happened to me. I think i'll include the flood happened while we're eating outside my school. Hahaha! Feel na feel ko kaya pagkain ko dun then the rain started to fall, not just a mild rain. SEVEREEE. Hahaha! Then there, Bumaba na yung tubig samin. I rushed on eating and took off my shoes at lumusob sa baha. It's so fun to be a college girl. Yippeee! *note the sarcasm please thank you*

Then, I didn't attend my Saturday class due to my tiredness. My Friday class was until 7pm and i got home for almost 10pm. I can't find a UV Express to Sucat. It's still raining while i'm waiting ;~~~; Para akong nasa Hunger Games kapag may dumating na FX. In the end, I was on the last ride. They're so strong pushing me away though. Filipino nga naman, Minsan iniisip nalang nila sarili nila, hindi na yung ibang tao. *insert loud cry baby here* We also went to Karaoke Hub at SM Manila, Just sang Daniel's Comfort Song, Champagne Supernova which makes my Blockmates sleepy ;~~; I don't like my voice seriously, while using my Starmaker App on iPod lang. May Autotune kasi. hahaha!

Okay, I'm writing a new entry for my photo Journal while listening to Mayday Parade. Then blankly staring at my New York Photo Diary (Which was under my cellphone above) I want to stick out my polaroid pictures there if i have one hahaha! But, I'll save it nalang muna. I want to post some of my memorable pictures there.

Okay here it goes! New year!! 

Pacita Astrodome is 30 minutes away from my home. (omglob it rhymes!) We went there on exactly 1:30 in the afternoon and we spend our 30 minutes left wandering around Pacita Complex. I finally saw a branch of Pandayan bookshop though! We even went to Robinsons just to see if there's a free taste so our tummy won't be disturbing before we go inside of the venue. (because the foods inside of this occasion is a little pricey... if you know what i mean?) 

The Gig is so fun to watch. I've heard a lot of different bands with different genre to sing. But there's one bad who caught my attention, i forgot the name, but the vocalist is so pretty with her curly brown hair with a silver headband. She worethose trending short shorts with studs. Her voice is soooo gah! I can't even explain it in here! The way she sang 'Roar' is breathtaking! 

But actually, Were waiting for the Special Guest. It's Francis Magundayao. He's a talent of Star Magic and he played various roles already. I guess you'll remember him playing as Aryana's third partner in the TV Show. He danced the Ifugao-kind-of-dance. It's not really their traditional dance because Francis danced with a bit of hip hop in it. 

After his performance, we watched one more dance number and already went home since it's getting dark na.

Even though we didn't finish the whole Program, I really had fun! At first, I'm very Hesitant to give my entrance ticket because i didn't feel like going (common introvert probs) But then i ended up sitting in a block chairs. 

I think this Gig is a Charity related Gig, There are a lot of people who bought the tickets so, Thank God! Oh, And this Gig was made by a church! a God-loving kind of people are really helpful and i'm so thankful for that. 

So, this is the end of the first post of 2014! Ciao! xx

i just wanted to sleep and never wake up.

I wasn't supposed to eat at Starbucks last Tuesday. I'm saving up money to buy my needs (i do have a lot to buy with my own money) but since i'm emotionally tired that day i decided to eat my comfort food, Yes. It's obviously Cheesecake and a Mocha Coffee. XD After eating that i just thought of my first quizzes for the first semester and i feel like crying. It's not that good :O idk what's happening to me, i wasn't this distracted then. It's maybe because of the distance between school and home that i don't have much time to study. I'll be home at 1pm, arriving back home at 2:30pm. Doing some laundry (i only have 2 pairs of Uniforms) which will take me one hour, Doing homeworks which TAKES ME ALOT OF TIME. because some of it isn't even on google or my book. Then i have to sleep between 8-10pm because i'll be waking up at 4. See? It's so complicateeeeeed. I'll study then after those tiring walks i'll suddenly forgot all of it. WHY? Do i need to take cheesecakes eveytime so i'll be motivated?

I won't be qualified to UST if i keep on doing this XD (why am i even saying this? Yes, you do want to transfer but... SAYANG YUNG 1st SEM MO.)

Let's all cry, for me being so distracted.

It seems like everything's turning to black again. It's not that i am doing drugs or such things xD What i mean is, Depression. It's taking over again, as you see on my other blog post. I've been blogging about my emotional feels and it's not in a good condition right now. I would definitely breakdown in any moment. I don't even understand what do i really want or what i really want to do. I just want to have a happy life, friends who loves being you around, showing your real self, loving parents, peaceful environment. But too bad,  i don't have either one of that. Let's start with friends, i think i'm just there with them but they will never get me. I'll be with them, laugh with them but when i'm not around they won't search for me. In short, I'm not an important person for my friends. That hurts, y'know? Second, Showing my real self. I'm a fangirl type of girl, i do get chills down my spine easily. I would spaz in front of everybody. Because that's me. That's who i really am. But i think i'm starting to annoy them and as i said before, i don't want to them to look at me different. I don't want to make me feel worthless. Loving Parents? My mom and dad are separated and i'm still in progress to get over that. I just want a complete family, To have a dad who would treat me as a princess and to have a mom who would treat me like a diamond. BUT NO. I just... cant. :( Then lastly, About the peaceful environment. Of course, i do want those people around me two be comfortable with me. But it seems like we all have gaps, it's like we won't click whatever we do. You're trying to be nice but when you turn around, mean things are stabbing behind you. You don't want that right? That's what I've been feeling.

I'm so sorry blog, for another dramatic post. I just ... can't say it to other people. I feel so alone, i don't have someone to talk with it but you.

Hello, Blog! We meet again. I shouldn't be writing a blog post right now because these past few days there's no specific 'fun' event happened to me. I think i'll include the flood happened while we're eating outside my school. Hahaha! Feel na feel ko kaya pagkain ko dun then the rain started to fall, not just a mild rain. SEVEREEE. Hahaha! Then there, Bumaba na yung tubig samin. I rushed on eating and took off my shoes at lumusob sa baha. It's so fun to be a college girl. Yippeee! *note the sarcasm please thank you*

Then, I didn't attend my Saturday class due to my tiredness. My Friday class was until 7pm and i got home for almost 10pm. I can't find a UV Express to Sucat. It's still raining while i'm waiting ;~~~; Para akong nasa Hunger Games kapag may dumating na FX. In the end, I was on the last ride. They're so strong pushing me away though. Filipino nga naman, Minsan iniisip nalang nila sarili nila, hindi na yung ibang tao. *insert loud cry baby here* We also went to Karaoke Hub at SM Manila, Just sang Daniel's Comfort Song, Champagne Supernova which makes my Blockmates sleepy ;~~; I don't like my voice seriously, while using my Starmaker App on iPod lang. May Autotune kasi. hahaha!

Okay, I'm writing a new entry for my photo Journal while listening to Mayday Parade. Then blankly staring at my New York Photo Diary (Which was under my cellphone above) I want to stick out my polaroid pictures there if i have one hahaha! But, I'll save it nalang muna. I want to post some of my memorable pictures there.