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I'm that awkward girl who wants to stay home and read books or watch chick flick movies. Loves Strawberries and a Frustrated Writer. I like to cold weathers, I'm a God-fearing girl. Dreamer, Introvert and Optimistic. Loves to listen at The Cab and Sleeping with Sirens.

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Well before i fall asleep, i'll post an update here. I'm really stressed right now. Tatanda ata ako ng maaga nito xD kiddin. I was memorizing the whole National Territory Statement this afternoon but i fall asleep while memorizing so.. the 2 hours was kinda worth it. XD I was supposed to cram today but i'm so damn tired i wanna sleep allday but my class tomorrow is until 7pm and i have to wake up early to get my Pants which i left at Muntinlupa. D: I'm at my home though, i feel more relaxed in here. And the weird thing happened to me today is i woke up too early, 7am! I mean, today is my vacant day i was supposed to rest but why that early? cries i don't know what to do in my life anymore ;~~~; and i'm always on the bad mood, especially when it comes to mom. Idk i screamed at her last time and i always feel guilty when i do that. sobs sorry mom if i did that :( I really need to relax, Nagpapatuyo lang ako ng buhok ngayon that's why i'm posting an update xD I'll post some other events this saturday or sunday again, Bella's last string was broken idk who was the last one who used it sobs anyways, goodnight everyone! hope you all have a good week! Don't forget to thank god for guiding you and protecting you! mwahh

Well before i fall asleep, i'll post an update here. I'm really stressed right now. Tatanda ata ako ng maaga nito xD kiddin. I was memorizing the whole National Territory Statement this afternoon but i fall asleep while memorizing so.. the 2 hours was kinda worth it. XD I was supposed to cram today but i'm so damn tired i wanna sleep allday but my class tomorrow is until 7pm and i have to wake up early to get my Pants which i left at Muntinlupa. D: I'm at my home though, i feel more relaxed in here. And the weird thing happened to me today is i woke up too early, 7am! I mean, today is my vacant day i was supposed to rest but why that early? cries i don't know what to do in my life anymore ;~~~; and i'm always on the bad mood, especially when it comes to mom. Idk i screamed at her last time and i always feel guilty when i do that. sobs sorry mom if i did that :( I really need to relax, Nagpapatuyo lang ako ng buhok ngayon that's why i'm posting an update xD I'll post some other events this saturday or sunday again, Bella's last string was broken idk who was the last one who used it sobs anyways, goodnight everyone! hope you all have a good week! Don't forget to thank god for guiding you and protecting you! mwahh

Sometimes I wonder how people see me and what they think of me. It scares me a bit, honestly. I am sure though, that what they think of me, what they think my life is, is a complete misperception. I have always tried to show myself as a carefree person, as someone who wont get bothered because of public judgements. I am sure my friend and family think there is nothing going wrong in my life, that I do not worry enough, that I am always happy. And I am sure they probably somewhat hate me for it because, lets admit it, there is nothing worse than seeing someone who is life seems so perfect while yours is a complete mess. Truth is, I have become an expert at pretending. I think we are all experts or at least we are getting there.

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